My Chinese Name

For 23 years and 3months of carrying the name of 赖淑倪...
When i got home from work 1 day...

Mom : Hey gal, i'd changed ur chinese name... same pronounciation, different writting... It's for your own good.....
Me : Huh?? Can just change like that?
Mom : Why not? If it's good for you!
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Without further ques bout it...
I practice and memorize my new name, 赖素尼...

Memorable

....Mark this date....
8th July 2008, Tues
"The Born of Baby Seiko"

Continue.....

1 more element to be added to my previous post on 10 things i like about you.. *cough*

11. Surprises!

Thank you so much...
Heart you >.<

Hhmm..

10 things I like about you:
1. Cool
2. Lovely
3. Funny
4. Changes
5. Mature *cof cof*
6. Sporting
7. Patient *salute*
8. Style
9. Care
10. Bi

Blog updates during work time =.="

I’m having lots of fun working in Hewo.com for my co-op.. I’m placed under consultation team and doing lots and lots of Q&A for herbs and health... I also did on jargons for herbs and summarizing health news... Ya! Lot and lots of readings and researches!! Facing computer for long hours... Every time I get home, I felt so tired and just wana sleep.. Looking at the calendar, waiting for weekends to enjoy til the max!! Hahaha...

On another note, I went thru my VIVA last month 25th! Yahoooo!! After lots n lots of minor changes (Duuh! So sick of it!), what is left now is just the hard cover binding part... and I don’t have time to survey around for the price and quality...

Can’t wait for this weekend and next week!!

*I Miss You*

If I Fell...

If I fell in love with you,
Would you promise to be true?
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before...
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands...
If I give my heart to you
I must be sure...
From the very start
That you would love me more and more...
If I trust in you.. oh please,
Don't run and hide...
If I love you too.. oh please,
Don't hurt my pride...
'cause I couldn't stand the pain,
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain,
So I hope you see that I...
Would love to love you...
and I fell in love with you...

Hard Moment...

It's been a hard day's night, and I been working like a dog,
It's been a hard day's night, I should be sleeping like a log,
But when I get home to you, I'll find the things that you do,
Will make me feel alright...

When I'm home everything seems to be right,
When I'm home feeling you holding me tight, tight,
Owww!
So why on earth should I moan, 'cause when I get you alone,
You know I feel ok!

Arrghhhh.....

GO AWAY MISERABLE FEELINGS!!!
I DONT WANA BE GOOD FREN WIT YOU...
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Why do i have this feeling when i aredy had made up my mind?
Past memories which keep pulling me back?
The matter of time?
Security and trust?

Love says it all?
The one that perfectly suits you..
The one who loves u more than himself...
The one who knows ur thinking in every single way...
The one who understands and tolerates you well...
The one who is always by yourside...
The one who always care for you...
The one who changes for you...
The one who truely loves you...
Is he the wan?
The one and only one?

Shud i do something for mysef?
Izit good to let it be?
Izit good to keep on "reminding" mysef to be cool n happy and yet.. i stil can feel my tears?
I felt so reluctant to reply my colleague that im having problem with my contact lense when, out of the blue, i burst out in the office...
Can i just be an ordinary person... happy, normal and simply life? i dont need a dramatic one...

What is that actually??

More time needed?

Melancholy....

Actions speak louder than words...

Feelings....

You chose the way, you shud go for it...
You chose the path, you shud hold on to it...
Think of future, it gave me a smile...
Think of you, it gave me a hope...
Dont let me know anything that is out of my way...
It may hurt me... it may...
Changes in you, i can see and feel...
Giving a chance for both of us...
Sometimes.... ignore & prevent.. mayb helpful...
"Chill up".. u taught me...
"Babe, im cool"... how cool you r?
Truthfully... Im cool! =)
Never hold things too tight is my principle now..
I can do it! I can do it!
=D
Being this way, is so lighten up!!!
Wohooooo....