~MOOD~

My current frame of mind:
* Going slow
* Smooth
* Lighten up
* In high spirits
* No worries
* Appreciate
* Suprise
* Patient
* Lovely
* Cool - really chill
* Let it be
* Have faith in you
* Shower me with love

Up-To-The-Minute

I just started my internship with Hewo this month...
Will be here till end of Sept..
I'm enjoying my 1st week here =)
My VIVA presentation will be on 26th this month! OMG, super stressed~.~

On another note, miserable moment had "ended"...
Expecting something in future is what i'm looking and hoping for...
I have faith in you...

He Really Understand Me?

Without seeing at each other.. he knows what am i doing...
Without talking to each other.. he knows what am i thinking...
Without contacting with each other.. he knows what i want...
He gave me space and time...
Support, care, choice and respect...
Izit really true from you?
I leave it to you for the answer...

Exhausted

What am i suppose to do!!
Im really tired of all these...
I really need a break at this moment...
Pls Pls...
How good if you told me all these a month ago, before i started to think seriously on our prob?
How nice if u treat me as how u treat me now?
How perfect if u talk to me and say things like how u say to me now?
I really dunno...
Everything had changed..
I almost got to handle it...
Please let me go on with it...
Just see how when the time comes..
Make things clear is my aim now...
No dragging..
Not stubborn...
Just mean to make things really clear...
Thank you for everything...

Miserable...

For so long i didnt update my blog..
Kinda miserable these few weeks..
Maybe is another chapter of my life..
Trying to grab and let things go..
Well, this post is kinda "reply" to someone's blog...
If the person is reading this... ya! only "you" will understand what am i posting below.. I hope you do...
Really salute ppl who said No means No, give up means give up, control means control, let go means let go and quit means quit...
No need clarification? No need time? No respect? No chance? No Q&A? No question mark? Is that cool?
Can i do that?
Set a goal and just go for it...
Dont care bout others?
No need to care others feeling... selfish?
Can i do that?
I won my own heart at this moment.. No one did...
At this moment... No confidence, No rely on others, No fooling, No guessing...
But i love myself! Yes.... I Will...
I want to be tough...
Make things clear and don't drag others..
I will feel sorry...
You guys said i think too much... Is that good o bad?
I love the caring feeling from you...
But i knew i cant be selfish by holding this uncertain feeling between us...
Why?
My heart ache everytime you said sorry to me...
You're sorry or I'm sorry?
Why must come until today?
Why until today we are stil guessing?
No solution?
Not now?
Not this moment?
Lying myself now?
Avoiding it?
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Thoughts........

Past is Experience...
Present is Experiment...
Future is Expectation...

Oh NO!

Few days ago, i saw one of my fren's msn's personal message stated that "Dunno wana go out this sat o not? Coco Banana!" I was like.. wat? Coco Banana? Funny name for a pub, to me... but.... can't imagine that on last sat nite, im in Coco Banana! *tisk tisk tisk* My fren who organized this "gathering" kept on asking evry1 whether izit ok o not? i guess, he's worried bout the new place there and he cares bout our feelings.. Somehow, i don't really can take the noise and crowded place.. age-ing factor, i guess >.< the sound system was great but the remix songs was not so nice.. My fren said that, Barcelona's songs, R&B would be better...

That nite was fabulous.. but... i did things that i won't do, i saw things that i won't see and i thought things that i won't think.. sorry... i crap a lot nowadays coz im in dilemma... *sigh* Reached home bout 4am that nite and somehow, something distracted me and didn't slept that day.. wait let me do a count... 9am(19/4/2008) til 3am(21/4/2008), 37hours i didn't sleep!! My My... exams and thesis writting oso din get me into this. Blur. On another note, i had this stupid eye infection.. so painful.. due to contact lense - highest possibility. Blame "some1"... my slave.... Oh No... im not going to start this... NO!! Self control pls... *crap crap*

Somehow.... i stil can't really let go... but i promise i will try.... and 1 day... i can make it i know... i know i can... "LIFE MUST GO ON, DUDE!" Sounds simple? Duh! True love stories really happen? TV series usually will have beautiful ending.. ok gal! STOP DREAMING.. Im so sorry to have this kind of feelings.. i knew i shudn't... -End-

Tagged!!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is your pet's name?
Nini

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
Holiday!

3. Three things you plan to do before you die.
Travel around the World
Treat my parents for many many vacations
Settle down with my husband and children =.=”

4. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
What do you think?*swt*

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Healthy till the end of my life & all my family members too =.=”

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Nope…

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and frens =.=”

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Investment to make it double.. triple!! LOL >.<

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends…

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Iris = Caring, Loving, Loyal… (not to me.. to her bf...) hehehe…

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loyal, True, Sincere, Funny, Support, Smart and… Love Me!!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Liars!!

13. What is your ambition?
To be a wise and good nutritionist…

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Trying to “cheat” my money?? >.<

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family…

16. If you have to choose between career and family, which will you choose?
Family!!! >.<

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My emotion...

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Myself...

19. Name a fruit or vegetable which is most beneficial to your. Why?
Tomato – when it is cut into half, the texture looks like the 4 chambers of the heart.. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food…

20. If u were to have God's Power, what would you do?
Punish the wan who stole my nokia8310.. 6years ago!!

I tagged :
1. Alex Tan
2. Kit Wen
3. Gerald
4. Christopher
5. Jacklyn
6. David
7. Siao Wah
8. Valerie

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